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F​.​U​.​E​.​L.

by Sarah Molly

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1.
I wish that I had a pretty smile I could impress all your friends and make them want to come to my birthday I wish that I had a pretty laugh I could laugh at all your jokes in front of them cuz I know how much it means to you to have their approval I wish that I had a pretty face I could be a model citizen and watch the accolades fall around me I wish that I had a magic spell that would make you think everything I did was perfect cuz you know how much it means to me to have your approval tick tock tick tock goes the clock inside my heart and it gets louder every minute you're away tick tock tick tock goes the clock inside my head and it gets louder every second, every day I wish that I had a fancy job where people brought me lattes with an extra shot of power I wish that I went to more parties instead of writing songs at absurd hours and I'm waiting for my time to come tick tock tick tock goes the clock inside my heart and it gets louder every minute, every day tick tock tick tock goes the clock inside my head and it gets louder every minute that I stay so I'm counting down the hours while my imagination runs for the hills and my fantasies are so familiar they feel real tick tock tick tock goes the clock inside my heart and it gets louder every second, every day tick tock tick tock goes the clock inside my head and it gets louder every minute that I stay and will it ever go away? Will it ever be okay? And if I start again can I make it feel the same? Will I ever be okay? And if I start again can I do it my own way?
2.
Sometimes I like to get wild sometimes I like to get crazy sometimes I take too many shots and take off all my clothes in a parking lot sometimes I like to smoke cigars sometimes I like to pick up men in bars sometimes I like to eat all the cookies in the pantry I leave nothing for my family. Temptation walking a fine line temptation just when I was feelin' just when I was feelin' fine. Sometimes I add extra salt to my fries (how naughty) even though they tell me it goes straight to my thighs (straight to your thighs darling) sometimes I sit on the couch all day and watch the T.V. play (ugh, there's nothing on) sometimes I like to play hookey and I don't even have a job (jobless) sometimes I like to flirt with damaged people because they turn me on... stay awake and wait for my signal when you're weak and vulnerable that is when I will seduce you that is when I'll have control. Sometimes I stand on the edge of a cliff and I'm tempted to jump off of it I heard on a podcast once that's normal so I guess there's nothing wrong with me. Why not get a little crazy? Why not have a little fun? Why not smoke that cigarette and forget about temptation cast under a spell temptation can you tell? I think I'll struggle with this all my life but you know what? I don't even mind cuz temptation can be a hell of a good time. :)
3.
I need guidance again For me the answers aren't just blowing in the wind I need a helping hand Some days I just need to depend I need a friend again, again Again. I need comfort again Some days I can't go 10 minutes without something to ease my head I need a friend. I need a lover again I need someone to share this bed I need a lover again I need someone to just pretend I need a lover again again again I need guidance again For me the answers aren't just blowin' in the wind I need a helping hand Some days I just need to depend. I need a friend again again again!
4.
Monte 02:56
Bone dry that's how you left it bullseye right on the mark force fed stuffed on the occasion we're all gathered for tonight don't blink surely you'll miss it don't think show me your die sip drink don't be so hasty spirits for you and I told you this place is a prideland told you this place is an island warned you this place is a prideland warned you this place is an island deep end can't take the pressure unload can't take the heat wise guy watch your tongue I've seen that you can fight I'm curious if you can run away from me this is bounty this is dust this is fever this is lust don't blink surely you'll miss it don't think show me your die sip drink don't be so hasty spirits for you and I told you this place is a prideland warned you this place is an island deep end can't take the pressure unload can't take the heat wise guy watch your tongue I've seen that you can fight I'm curious if you can run away from me don't blink surely you'll miss it don't think show me your die sip drink don't be so hasty spirits for you and I this is bounty this is dust this is fever this is lust.
5.
I never thought that I’d be dancing in your ocean open up my eyes surprise never thought that I could fall in love like this I’m such a simple kid I’m scared of the consequence of getting close to you this I will admit I pray for a little grace cuz there’s no handbook for this we take it kiss by kiss Oh I never thought that I’d be dancing in your ocean open up my eyes surprise never thought that I could fall in love like this I’m such a simple kid Take me as I am just don’t take me over Love me as I am just don’t take me down cuz I’m feelin’ more sober than ever and I refuse to drown Taken by your shades of gold and silver tempted by the promises that you don’t keep and I wish that I could say I’m stronger now than ever but I still feel so weak Never thought that I’d be fallin' in your ocean open up my eyes surprise never thought that I could fall in love like this I’m such a simple kid Tempted by your shades of gold and silver tempted by the promises that you don’t keep and I wish that I could say I’m stronger now than ever but I still feel so weak Never thought that I could fall in love like this I’m such a simple kid never thought that I'd be dancing in your ocean open up my eyes…
6.
We were so miserable we were so sad we had an answer and it wasn't that bad. We were so angry we were so afraid I stood by you you stood by me we never changed. We were so lonely we were so forlorn it's all a dream now and you don't even treat me with scorn, my god it's like you've been reborn, my god it's like you've been reborn. Where is the drama? Where is the shame? You're movin' on movin' through in a different way. We were so miserable we would fight all the time, now you move with grace wanna hold me hand tell me everything's fine hold my hand tell me everything's fine. It's not okay dear. You are actin' so strange. What kinda person thinks they only have themselves to blame? They only have themselves to blame. What's all this talk of God? You sound insane. Now you are kind to yourself my you really have changed. We were so miserable life was mundane we kept on answering to everything the same to everything the same. Why'd you have to leave me? Where did you go? No longer sabotagin' everything that helps you grow tryin' to run the show. It's not okay dear. You're actin' so strange. What kinda person thinks they only have themselves to blame? They only have themselves to blame... Where is the drama? Where is the shame? You're movin' on movin' through in a different way livin' life in a different way livin' life in a different way {exhale}
7.
We were so miserable we were so sad we had an answer and it wasn't that bad. We were so angry we were so afraid I stood by you you stood by me we never changed. We were so lonely we were so forlorn it's all a dream now and you don't even treat me with scorn, my god it's like you've been reborn, my god it's like you've been reborn. Where is the drama? Where is the shame? You're movin' on movin' through in a different way. We were so miserable we would fight all the time, now you move with grace wanna hold me hand tell me everything's fine hold my hand tell me everything's fine. It's not okay dear. You are actin' so strange. What kinda person thinks they only have themselves to blame? They only have themselves to blame. What's all this talk of God? You sound insane. Now you are kind to yourself my you really have changed. We were so miserable life was mundane we kept on answering to everything the same to everything the same. Why'd you have to leave me? Where did you go? No longer sabotagin' everything that helps you grow tryin' to run the show. It's not okay dear. You're actin' so strange. What kinda person thinks they only have themselves to blame? They only have themselves to blame... Where is the drama? Where is the shame? You're movin' on movin' through in a different way livin' life in a different way livin' life in a different way {exhale}

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released June 30, 2019

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Sarah Molly San Luis Obispo, California

California-based singer-songwriter and producer Sarah Molly is a multi-award winning artist. At four years old, shy and awkward, Sarah's soulful voice was discovered when the class began learning lullabies. Dozens of competitions, musicals and recitals later, she has grown into a formidable independent musician. Sarah Molly's music is more than a melody, it is a wake up call for the heart. ... more

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